Saturday, July 09, 2005

Resting Place

RESTING PLACE

MY SOUL WONDERED THE EARTH
SEARCHING
SEARCHING FOR TRANQUILITY
TO EASE THE TURMOIL WITHIN
LIKE A BUTTERFLY MY SOUL CAME
TO REST UPON MANY A FLOWER
BUT THAT ULTIMATE PEACE
COULD NOT BE FOUND
WHILE EXTRACTING MY SOUL
FROM WHAT WAS TO BE THE LAST FLOWER
I STUMBLED UPON A FLOWER WHOSE
BEAUTY WAS OBSCURED BY ITS SURROUNDINGS
IT WAS AS IF THIS FLOWER CHOSE TO
REMAIN HIDDEN FROM THE WORLD
AND ALL OF ITS UGLINESS
IN ITS OBSCURITY IT BECKONED ME
MY SOUL FLEW CLOSER TO TAKE A BETTER LOOK
AND I WAS CAPTIVATED BY ITS BEAUTY
I TOUCHED THE PETALS OF THIS FLOWER
AND WAS GREETED WITH THE FEEL
OF PURE SILK
ITS FRAGRANCE WAS EXOTIC AND RARE
MY SOUL RESTED AND THIS FLOWER
OPENED UP TO REVEAL ALL OF ITS BEAUTY
AND IN OPENING UP TO ME I FOUND THE
PEACE THAT MY SOUL WAS LOOKING FOR
NOT ONLY WAS THERE PEACE BUT
LOVE
HAPPINESS
COMPASSION
ALL OF THE THINGS MY SOUL SEARCHED
FOR AND MORE

MY SOUL HAD FOUND ITS RESTING PLACE

T.N.2005

Sunday, June 26, 2005

TIME

time has a way of creating anticipation
anticipation of the unknown
anticipation of desires fulfilled
time creates a space that longs to be filled
loved...embraced

time has afforded me the opportunity to dream
dream of what is
whats to come
whats to be

i dreamt of how she would feel in my arms
how soft her kiss was
i dreamt of so many things
like peace...passion...desire

anticipation, time and dreams have
satisfied my longings
she was my anticipation and dreams
and through time
she became my reality

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

longing looks...lingering kisses...passionate touches...erotic sounds...sensuous smells...

arouse...excite...stimulate...awaken...intoxicate...

culminating in movements of rhythmic dance of the

MIND...BODY & SOUL

TN 2005

Sunday, May 01, 2005

as each day goes by i think of her and i wonder
how she smells
how soft she is
does she think of me often

there are so many thoughts mixed with so many feelings
as each day goes by my senses are heightened
i become anxious..nervous
butterflies take residence in the pit of my stomach

as each day goes by i dream

tita navarro
(c)2005

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Time

IT IS ONLY WITH TIME THAT THE BROKEN HEART WILL MEND
THEY SAY WHAT DOES NOT KILL US ONLY MAKES US STRONGER
TELL ME..WHO ARE THEY

MY HEART IS NOT BROKEN BUT WOUNDED
THE SALVE TO HEAL THIS WOUND IS
YOUR LOVE

THE BAND AID TO COVER THIS WOUND IS
YOUR TOUCH

WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR YOU TO LET MY LOVE
AND MY TOUCH BE WHAT YOU NEED TO HELP
HEAL YOUR WOUNDS
WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR YOU TO LET LOVE BE

TAKE LOVE BY THE HAND AND WATCH AS THE
FLOWERS THAT WERE ONCE DYING AND FADED
ARE NOW THRIVING AND BRIGHT

TAKE LOVE BY THE HAND AND EXPERIENCE
BEAUTY IN ALL OF ITS SPLENDOR

TAKE LOVE BY THE HAND AND LET LOVE JUST BE

LET LOVE RUN ITS COURSE IN LOVES TIME
my spirit is weary
what was once opened now closes
closes to protect itself from any more hurt and pain
no more driving down the emotional highway filled with
so many U turns of uncertainty that it makes me want to
pull off the road and find another route to get to where i need to be.
where i wanna be is by your side....time will tell
life constantly throws things our way to challenge us.
situations that we can either walk away from or deal with.
one thing i've learned is that i must preserve self.
how many emotional rollercoaster rides can one endure?
sometimes i feel it's better to stay emotionally detached
and i am beginning to feel myself detach from my beloved.
come june, i will know which way i'm going but for now
i am taking a step back...eventhough i find it hard to do with her
i must..self preservation. i normally shut down in a heart beat
but she makes it so hard...i truly love her.
choices and decisions... i have some to make..they may be difficult
but in the end...self preservation
i must muster up the strength and face this challenge in front of me head on.
i must face my fears and conquer them for it is the only way.
in life we experience highs and lows
and how we deal with the lows determines
the outcome.
and through it all there are lessons learned.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

the colors of my rainbow are now dim

everything is dark and bleak

the sun does not shine

the birds have stopped singing

the flowers are all dead

i am sitting in the belly of hell

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Lovers Rock

Lovers Rock

As the music begins to play
We dance
We danced to the rhythm of the beat
A Lovers Rock
Dancing cheek to cheek
I feel the softness of her breath on my neck
Sending chills through my body
A Lovers Rock
She places a hand in the small of my back
Bringing me closer to her
I feel her heart beat and know that it beats for me
A Lovers Rock
Lips soft and sweet come to rest on mine
As her tongue finds its playmate they dance
Finding a pulse of their own dancing to
A Lovers Rock
When I look at her it is the
Passion, Love, and Fire in her eyes
That sets this
Lovers Rock Ablaze

Tita Navarro

Friday, January 21, 2005

The Beauty Of Your Touch

light...reflecting...bouncing...shimmering in colors bold and gay
echoing its name upon me..keeping me warm

sound...traveling...finding a place to make music...to harmonize
to become as one with nature

breath...soft...tender...life giving...rendering its gift

SUCH IS THE BEAUTY OF YOUR TOUCH
you know, being stripped of my denfenses...being vulnerable and so open is not an easy thing. in life things happen but i must maintain some sort of protective layering of my heart. i can still be open and honest but i must protect the most sensitive and delicate part of my being.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Born Again

early this morning i became born again, and just like a new born child, vulnerable to the cruel workings of this world...I AM.

you know, we are all looking for that one special love. the one person who makes us feel special...the one person whose love we feel...the one person who matters, really matters in your life. i have found that one special flower, i call her my butterfly on whose wings my soul soars and takes flight. i think i almost lost my butterfly, my soul mate...yeah, she is my soul mate. i carried old behaviour from the past into our time, into our space, and that caused her pain. pain i hope in time she will never remember.

she stripped me bare, she stripped me of all of my defenses and i was left standing naked and shivering. i was left with no where to turn with my hurts...my pain, but to her. she will catch me when i fall...she will soothe my heart when it cries...she will make it smile when it is sad...she will be it's protector.

like i said earlier, i am born again, but this time i know where to go and not hide behind a wall, for it no longer exist. i will run to her for my healing and together we will make a way.

BABY, I LOVE YOU, AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE...THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Longing

my longing for you courses through my veins like blood...the source of life
without you here, each breath that i take is a struggle
a struggle to maintain...a struggle to survive
i let my tears fall in an effort to cleanse my soul but to no avail
the longings increase with intensity as the flames of love consume me
beloved, i need to breathe again without struggle
i need to do more than just survive
beloved i need to live

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Missing You

emptiness filled my heart
i felt so alone
there was nothing there but my body
my soul had taken flight to a place i could not reach
i longed for your touch, your love
i needed it to help me breathe, to help me survive
i was dying
i was dying the death of a lonely heart
my body wrecked with emotion
my eyes filled with tears
the pain of not having you near me was too much to bare
a life born into loneliness leaving the way it came.

Friday, January 07, 2005

Tears and Fears

tears brought on by fears
fears that have taken residence
in your heart...in your soul
a soul that is empty and bruised
a soul longing to find a place to rest
a soul longing to find a place called home
you cry for a love lost...taken away too soon
you cry for a love that should have been
but instead there was only pain
you cry for the most basic of human necessity
as i stand before you with my arms out stretched
offering all that your heart desires
fear takes hold of your heart...of your soul
you want to run...for fear of love leaving
you want to run...for fear of loving more than you are loved
if you want to run...RUN
but RUN towards me...accepting me...accepting my love
you bring me JOY..LOVE..LAUGHTER and HAPPINESS
let me do the same for you so that your tears
may be born of the very thing that you seek
let today be the beginning of your healing
let today be the day that you accept and embrace love
and begin to live

I LOVE YOU MY BELOVED BUTTERFLY

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Beautys Song

beautys song greets me with the soft caress of kisses with the rising sun....
kisses that arouse and invoke passion

beautys song dances with the rhythm of the moon as its light is reflected on the waters shore...
dance with me beauty as we create our own music to a melody so pure and sweet

beautys song takes flight in the wonderment of love that has settled in her heart...
as i ride on beautys wings, two hearts beat as one in syncopated cadence with nature

beautys song is the fragrance that i inhale...
of lilies, orchids and wild flowers

beautys song is the color of the rainbow...
permeating my soul with love abundant

beautys song is YOU