It's amazing how you spend time with someone and fall madly in love, but they can barely stand you.
to say i can barely stand you is not a true statement. i love you more than anything. i am not who i should be. and that hurts.
Friday, January 09, 2009
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Hope
When hope is lost there is nothing
Hope lost
Is
Devastation
Born
Wrong turns
Wrong choices
Wrong existence
Not life
Just Existing
Hope lost
Is
Devastation
Born
Wrong turns
Wrong choices
Wrong existence
Not life
Just Existing
Bandaid 2
Yes, my wounds are self inflicted and they have spread and infected the very one that I love dearly.
I pray that your soul does not die but heals.
My soul
Tormented
Torn
I don't deserve you
You don't deserve the treatment you received
Your self is worth more
Your soul is worth more
There is not enough sorry to make things better
In a crowded room emptiness and loneliness are my companions
My smile empty
My heart empty
I walk alone
I pray that your soul does not die but heals.
My soul
Tormented
Torn
I don't deserve you
You don't deserve the treatment you received
Your self is worth more
Your soul is worth more
There is not enough sorry to make things better
In a crowded room emptiness and loneliness are my companions
My smile empty
My heart empty
I walk alone
Bandaid
Bandaids just cover the wound so that nothing gets in to create an infection.
Infection
Wounds fester
Spreading poison
Giant bandaid
Wound cleaned
Not healed
Still festering
Amputation
Inevitable
Infection
Wounds fester
Spreading poison
Giant bandaid
Wound cleaned
Not healed
Still festering
Amputation
Inevitable
Lost
There will never be a love like the one I lost. The one I screwed up. A hole in my heart, never to be filled. A love that will NEVER be duplicated.
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