Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Time

IT IS ONLY WITH TIME THAT THE BROKEN HEART WILL MEND
THEY SAY WHAT DOES NOT KILL US ONLY MAKES US STRONGER
TELL ME..WHO ARE THEY

MY HEART IS NOT BROKEN BUT WOUNDED
THE SALVE TO HEAL THIS WOUND IS
YOUR LOVE

THE BAND AID TO COVER THIS WOUND IS
YOUR TOUCH

WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR YOU TO LET MY LOVE
AND MY TOUCH BE WHAT YOU NEED TO HELP
HEAL YOUR WOUNDS
WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR YOU TO LET LOVE BE

TAKE LOVE BY THE HAND AND WATCH AS THE
FLOWERS THAT WERE ONCE DYING AND FADED
ARE NOW THRIVING AND BRIGHT

TAKE LOVE BY THE HAND AND EXPERIENCE
BEAUTY IN ALL OF ITS SPLENDOR

TAKE LOVE BY THE HAND AND LET LOVE JUST BE

LET LOVE RUN ITS COURSE IN LOVES TIME
my spirit is weary
what was once opened now closes
closes to protect itself from any more hurt and pain
no more driving down the emotional highway filled with
so many U turns of uncertainty that it makes me want to
pull off the road and find another route to get to where i need to be.
where i wanna be is by your side....time will tell
life constantly throws things our way to challenge us.
situations that we can either walk away from or deal with.
one thing i've learned is that i must preserve self.
how many emotional rollercoaster rides can one endure?
sometimes i feel it's better to stay emotionally detached
and i am beginning to feel myself detach from my beloved.
come june, i will know which way i'm going but for now
i am taking a step back...eventhough i find it hard to do with her
i must..self preservation. i normally shut down in a heart beat
but she makes it so hard...i truly love her.
choices and decisions... i have some to make..they may be difficult
but in the end...self preservation
i must muster up the strength and face this challenge in front of me head on.
i must face my fears and conquer them for it is the only way.
in life we experience highs and lows
and how we deal with the lows determines
the outcome.
and through it all there are lessons learned.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

the colors of my rainbow are now dim

everything is dark and bleak

the sun does not shine

the birds have stopped singing

the flowers are all dead

i am sitting in the belly of hell