YES

FEELING GREAT TODAY
I CLOSE MY EYES
AND
SEE
THE SATISFACTION
OF
MY TOUCH

Thankful

Today I am
Thankful
For
Everything

My Prayer

I don't know where the winds of time will take me, us. Every morning I pray for wisdom and strength and clarity and guidance. I can only leave things in Gods hands.

The Moon Saved Me

Words written by My Beloved....


Beautiful is the moon, full and bright for all to see. The moon has whispered softly, in a voice reserved solely for me. "Be patient my dearest flower, for the sun shall shine again, but in the mean time rest your petals and know in me you have a friend. "My heart smiled beneath wilted petals, on a hot summer's night, the coolness of the full moon embraced me, giving me strength to continue the fight. Alone I have been in the struggle, in solitude I grew bitter from fear, but a rain shower fell upon me, and the sun's words were loud and clear,"Dearest Flower I left you only for the night, but by day my light is for you, seek shelter from the storms of life. You, my dearest flower, are my inspiration to rise each day, i adore you like no other and with you my warmth shall stay." In love we were once again the sun kissed the droplets away, enveloped in a blanket of love, for now and all my days.

Only You God

Only you know which way my life will end up

For guidance along the way I pray

Make me humble so that it is your voice I hear

Cleanse my heart of negative thoughts letting me see with a renewed spirit and mind

Most of all give me a forgiving heart and forgive me off all wrong doings

My soul is in shambles

I need peace

Believe

I know you may find this hard to believe because I have hurt you

But

I love you more than you will ever know.

Color Code

Blue gray hues infuse my existence
Bringing music that does not soothe my soul
No longer do I see the bright colors of spring
No longer is my soul at ease

Blue gray

Specks of mud colored bars
Streak across the sky
Instead of the orange red
Of the setting sun

Blue gray

Blue gray

Blue gray

Tainted

Forever
Tainted
In
Her
Eyes
And
Heart

Sleepless Venture

Sleep evades
Headache ensues
Brought on by
Thoughts too heavy
For the soul to bare

What comes next

I MISS YOU

I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS

BUT IT NEEDS

TO

LEAVE

SO THAT WE CAN

BE

WHOLE

AGAIN

Beloved...

when you hear my voice, what goes through your mind, what do you feel?

when you see me, does your heart smile the way mine does when i see you?

what is in your heart and mind this very moment?