

when she looks at me i become full
tears begin to fall the beauty of her touch beckons me to fulfill her every desire a desire born of love as we lay among the purple and pinks of the fields love is shared in every color of the rainbow she is my beloved my beauty my strength her love is the wings on which my soul soars as we take flight our souls entwine to become one I AM ONE WITH MY BELOVED |
tears flow
emotions raw love found love embraced fear creeps in don't want my love taken away tears flow words of comfort soothing arms pull me close healing love whispers in my ear I AM HERE TO STAY |
dearest flower,i want to thank you again for allowing me into yourlife and heart. you have given me the desires of my heart. all i've ever wanted was to love and feel that love returned. i have been to others that which iseeked, but it was not until you that the love i sought was felt. your words touch me and bring me to tears just as thoughts of you fill my world with everlasting warmth.
how is it that you seemed so familiar to me when we had never even met? i fell in love with your words and eventually i fell in love with you, not knowing where things will lead. however, you my beloved knew what it was that you wanted, you were so sure...and because of your love, i now soar on the wings of love, my soul fed, my thirst quenched. i now have a love that i can call my own. I LOVE YOU |
a fresh start
a new beginning a new outlook today i start anew God i ask for strength wisdom knowledge but most of all i ask that you continue to be patient with me as i learn to trust you depend on you wait on you and Lord i ask for patience |
as the tree branch grows
it grows in strength nurtured by sun and rain its strength is tested by the winds that blow forces of nature that combine to build up and destroy grow in strength and be pliable so that when the wind blows you can bend and not break embrace the test hold firm and continue to grow |
deeply planted into the ground a trunk with roots spread wide above many branches some bring balance and are healthy some are filled with rot and are in need of pruning today a new branch has begun to sprout with leaves vibrantly green i hope this branch remains healthy bringing balance bringing life and though through the years the leaves from this branch may fall others will replace them but the branch i pray will never need pruning |
your constant trying to get a reaction out of me is going to back fire on you one day. you say you have this need to see just how much you mean to me...well let me tell you now...YES I LOVE YOU...but if you keep doing things to get a rise out of me, things that put me through an emotional roller-coaster ride, one day baby, the ride will stop and i will get off and not look back. now tell me, will you be able to handle that? |
i am tired
worn i have no more fight left in me why is it that i have to fight how come u don't see the logic in what i am sayin how come u are keeping yourself stuck stuck because of your thinking negative thinking that is killing me killing us i feel so numb these days i feel.. hmmm i am just numb i know that i love you u are my heart but right now i am empty a black hole the living dead i want no i need to feel again |